what the fuck
she has no idea....'
she has no fucking clue
how FUCKED UP i am in the head right now
so much because of what happened with him
So FUCKING TWISTED AND FUCKED UP its not even funny
when he comes up in a conversation, when someone mentions him, i walk around for the rest of the day feeling 2 inches tall
hes not going to fucking die in michigan or where ever it is SO DONT YOU FUCKING CALL ME AND START CRYING AND TELL ME TO FORGIVE HIM

Ask HIM why the FUCK he saw fit to FUCK AROUND behind YOUR DAUGHTER'S back!

So...i wanna put some convos up here.
and some references.
and id like to put up here what mom claims mat told her about just WHY he cheated on me with danie.
but i know that im pissed off right now...and im drunk...and im trying to get the fuck on with my life.
so i wont.
because the only reason i would put them on here is in the hope that danie would read them and learn something about her beloved maty-poo.






So. I'm gonna bitch on xanga until my fingers are sore.

Will I use this as a journal journal? I don't know yet. Livejournal...was the bridge to a lot of drama last year. So I won't be adding many personal friends. I have a journal on Xanga which I do express my more impolite emotions. But the communities on Xanga aren't as good as those here. So I guess if you happen to know me IRL then message me if you want the link to that journal, though if we're only acquaintances or if I don't like you...then you're probably not getting it and throwing a fit won't change that :D

I'll probably post in communities as the inspiration comes to me. Maybe start up a Doctor Who fic. Who knows? Not me!